Where would we be without you?

I still don't really know.

After a not-so-perfect day like today... I don't know. It kind of makes you think. Lately, I've been questioning the things I always loved so much and the people I thought had respect for me. Sometimes, things feel pointless- but there a voices in my head, people I admire and maybe people who look up to me, that always tell me I need to continue doing what I do, no matter how pointless it seems, to help other people. I always have to go back to that. My goal is to help people, and if I'm anywhere near there, what I go through to get there is worth it, isn't it?

On another note...

I love the people that always seem so optimistic and happy... And honestly, most of the time, those are the same people that go through so much more trouble than the rest of us. And it breaks my heart to ever see something bad happen to them and make them a little vulnerable, even for a second. While the rest of us are complaining about how bad this is, how much work we have, how hot it is... here are the people that lighten everyone's mood. Because they know that keeping a positive attitude is way better than complaining about every little thing there is to complain about. Because complaining that much is only going to make things that much worse.

If I could only be the type of person like that for them when they're down, at least once, that would make my day.