Hah, I guess I'm not that great of a person.
Someone's better?
No. I refuse to believe it.
I will always be ten times better than any person you choose to go out with.
I'm going to come right out and say this to anyone who actually cared enough to read this. I don't even know who reads this. I would actually like to know, though. So let me just start by saying if you read this, message me. Kthnx.
I have to be strong. I have to be strong because I know everyone has been having a rough time with things, and if I'm strong, despite the crap that I have also been going through, maybe it'll inspire other people. Now that I think about it, everything I do now is for other people. I'm a leader in band, I put up with all that disrespect so that the people in there that DO care don't stray away from why they are even there to begin with and so that things get better for all of us. And although my ambitions to get into Berkeley or Duke were originally for myself, I don't know what I want in my future anymore, so I just work hard in school for my parents (who are not Asian-strict at all) and to prove something I'd rather not mention right now. I balance everything to prove to people that you can never be too busy, and you just need to learn how to really work hard. And with that whole college thing, I want to get accepted into the top universities to show people that passion can get you anywhere, you don't have to take SAT prep, be tutored constantly, or give something time consuming up to concentrate on academics.
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Elyse, be strong(: I'm always here for you and you know what you're going to inspire so many other people in the future no matter where you are.
And any boy who sets his eyes on you won't ever forget you because you're a good person in more than one way. BTW, I think i need to beat someone up for being a doucehbag and fucking it up.
I love you, Elyse. I think I'll give you a hug before we sit down in French tomorrow (:
AHAHA, Elyse, I'm usually up till 3 ;D You can always text or call me I'll pick up even though I'll be half-awake, but it's okay. I'll be leaving my phone on just for you :D
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