give me a sign

I wouldn't have to keep bringing up the same old problem over and over again if you would just address them and tell me exactly how you feel. I don't want you to be just like every other guy I know. Guys typically can't handle a girl's emotions and avoid the problem altogether, and at this point, I'm willing to say it's pretty sad. I know you've done more than certain other guys, and I'm thankful for that, but it's supposed to be a given. It's not necessarily that you're better than them at handling the situation, it's that you're doing what should be done to keep things alive (since you do want to keep it alive), and they don't know what to do. And sure, when you call and you're not mad or annoyed, it automatically makes me happy, but I shouldn't just excuse how bad you've made me feel and how unappreciated I feel just because of your sudden call.

I know I'm my emotions are over the top sometimes, but the things I say have some rationality behind them. My sensitivity doesn't make any arguments I make less true or valid or any of that.

All I'm asking for is a sign that you're willing to make this work and you really love me a lot. Just a sign. And as I type this, I think of how stupid I'm being, but I don't know... I just haven't gotten it since you've left. And it means more when I get that once you're already out there, and I think the reasoning behind that is pretty obvious. I just want to feel important and loved again. And if you've done all you can already, then I'll take it. I just have trouble believing that because you've done and said things in the past that helped get the message across better. Like calmly explaining how you feel without getting frustrated. I hate it when you get annoyed by me. I wonder if you remember when you used to act so attached.

If there's anything else left, I would really, truly appreciate it.